I sketched something in class that I find really cool & that is probably one of the most heartwarming things I've ever drew ( absolutely not ). But today, when casually looking for TF2 fan arts, I found something that looks the exact same as what I drew except that it was drawn years ago. It has been the second time that something like this happens. I'm so mad. I can't decide if I want to cancel the drawing or if I want to continue anyway.
Also, regarding my computer : I still cannot download Windows on my shitty Macbook & I almost bricked it 2 times when trying to fix the errors. I had to reinstall the whole system from scratch & I only managed to get a copy of an OSX System that is older than the one I originally had. I came to the conclusion that Bootcamp & help forums are just horseshit & that you cannot get Windows on Mac without paying. I will have to buy a whole fucking PC if I want to play TF2 again. But right now I'm in a very shitty situation & I'm trying to save in case things get worse & I will have to live by my own earlier than expected. I don't have an income yet & I don't want to risk not being able to afford food just because I needed to whip TF2 Engineer's large booty cheeks as therapy. I so fucking hate being poor, mann.
PS : Do not get a Mac if you count playing on it. You will thank me later.